A poem ...............

come here,sit close to me
let everything else just be
hold my hand tight
forget all your worries on this start-lit night
Under the moon's resplendent light
your sly smile is the most beautiful sight
with you in my life ,everything feels right
how can i not love you with all my might?

Ebooks Website Links

Project Gutenberg Online Book Catalog

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Computer and Science E-books

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Actionscript E-books and Free E-books List

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Thousands of Full Text Free Books

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Your Computer and IT Learning Center

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Digital Library of India

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Free Computer & IT E-books

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Free Computer & IT E-books

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Free E-Books for Your PDA, iPod, or E-Book Reader

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English Classics Collection

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Online Source for Free e-book Downloads

http://www.free-ebooks.net

Sanskrit Documents

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O'Reilly online

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http://sysadmin.oreilly.com/

Computer books and manuals

http://www.hoganbooks.com/freebook/webbooks.html

http://www.informit.com/itlibrary/

http://www.fore.com/support/manuals/home/home.htm

http://www.adobe.com/products/acrobat/webbuy/freebooks.html

The Network Book

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Some #bookwarez.efnet.irc links

http://www.extrema.net/books/links.shtml

Some #bookwarez.efnet.irc fiction

http://194.58.154.90:4431/enscifi/

Pimpas online books (Indonesia)

http://202.159.16.55/~pimpa2000

http://202.159.15.46/~om-pimpa/buku

Security, privacy and cryptography

http://theory.lcs.mit.edu/~rivest/crypto-security.html

http://www.oberlin.edu/~brchkind/cyphernomicon

Misc online reading material

http://www.eastcoastfx.com/docs/admin-guides/

http://www.eastcoastfx.com/~jorn/reading/

Computer books

http://solaris.inorg.chem.msu.ru/cs-books/

http://sweetrude.net/~cab/books/

http://alaska.mine.nu/books/

http://poprocks.dyn.ns.ca/dave/books/

http://58-160.skarland.uaf.edu/books/

http://202.186.247.194/~ebook/

http://hooligans.org/reference/

Linux documentation

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FreeBSD documentation

http://www.freebsd.org/tutorials/

Sun documentation

http://osiris.imw.tu-clausthal.de:8888/

http://uran.vvsu.ru:8888/

SGI documentation

http://newton.unicc.chalmers.se/ebt-bin/nph-dweb/dynaweb;td=2

http://techpubs.sgi.com/library/tpl/cgi-bin/init.cgi

IBM Online Redbooks

http://www.redbooks.ibm.com/

Digital Unix documentation

http://www.unix.digital.com/faqs/publications/base_doc/DOCUMENTATION/V40D_HTML/V40D_HTML/LIBRARY.HTM

Filesystem Hierarchy Standard

http://www.pathname.com/fhs/2.0/fhs-toc.html

http://www.linuxbase.com/

UNIX stuff

http://www.ucs.ed.ac.uk/~unixhelp/index.html

http://www.uwsg.indiana.edu/usail/

http://www.isu.edu/departments/comcom/unix/workshop/unixindex.html

http://www.franken.de/users/lorien/unix.html

http://www.cs.buffalo.edu/~milun/unix.programming.html

Programmers reading

http://www.programmersheaven.com/

http://www.cs.monash.edu.au/~alanf/se_proj97/

Programming Pearls 2nd edition

http://www.cs.bell-labs.com/cm/cs/pearls/

C stuff

http://www.strath.ac.uk/CC/Courses/NewCcourse/ccourse.html

http://www.cm.cf.ac.uk/Dave/C/CE.html

http://www.cprogramming.com/tutorial.html

http://www.cs.virginia.edu/c++programdesign/slides/

http://www.icce.rug.nl/docs/cplusplus/cplusplus.html

Perl stuff

http://www.webdesigns1.com/perl/ir.html

http://www.ictp.trieste.it/texi/perl/perl_toc.html

http://www.itknowledge.com/tpj/

http://www.plover.com/~mjd/perl/

Java stuff

http://www.cs.brown.edu/courses/cs016/book/

http://polaris.cis.ksu.edu/~schmidt/CIS200/

http://www.daimi.au.dk/dProg1/java/langspec-1.0/index.html

Lisp stuff

http://www.cs.cmu.edu/afs/cs.cmu.edu/project/airepository/ai/html/cltl/mirrors.html

http://www.cs.tulane.edu/www/Villamil/lisp/

Ada stuff

http://www.adahome.com/Tutorials/

Database reading

http://www.bus.orst.edu/faculty/brownc/lectures/db_tutor/index.htm

SQL stuff

http://w3.one.net/~jhoffman/sqltut.htm

http://www.doc.mmu.ac.uk/STAFF/E.Ferneley/SQL/index.htm

http://www.daimi.au.dk/~oracle/sql/index.html

Visual Basic stuff

http://www.vb-world.net/books/

Handbook of Applied Cryptography

http://www.cacr.math.uwaterloo.ca/hac/

X Window System

http://tronche.com/gui/x/

http://www.cen.com/mw3/refs.html

http://www.gaijin.com/X/

GTK and Gnome stuff

http://developer.gnome.org/doc/GGAD/ggad.html

QT and KDE stuff

http://www.troll.no/qt/

http://developer.kde.org/documentation/tutorials/index.html

http://www.arrakis.es/~rlarrosa/tutorial.html

Corba stuff

http://www.iona.com/hyplan/vinoski/

TCP/IP info

http://www.tunix.kun.nl/ptr/tcpip.html

Misc programmers reading

http://www.cs.wisc.edu/~chilimbi/Pubs.html

http://www.ic.arizona.edu/~nromano/spring99/readings.htm

Some useful tech articles

http://www.sysadminmag.com/

http://www.dotcomma.org/

Considering Hacking Constructive

http://www.firstmonday.dk/issues/issue4_2/gisle/index.html

Eric's Random Writings

http://www.tuxedo.org/~esr/writings/

IBM's History

http://www.ibm.com/ibm/history/story/text.html

Electronic Publishing

http://www.civeng.carleton.ca/~nholtz/ElectronicPublishing.html

Digital processing

http://www.dspguide.com/pdfbook.htm

The Hardware Book

http://sunsite.auc.dk/hwb/

Network iQ Router Reference Manual

http://www.teltrend.co.nz/documentation/networkiq/rel74/html/rmtoc.htm

Cisco Product Documentation

http://www.cisco.com/univercd/cc/td/doc/product/

Novell developers appnotes

http://developer.novell.com/research/appnotes/

Icons for your desktop

http://nether.tky.hut.fi/iconstore/

Hackers' Hall of Fame at Discovery Online

http://www.discovery.com/area/technology/hackers/hackers.html

Symbols and signs and ideograms and stuff

http://www.symbols.com/

Dictionaries

http://www.ohiolink.edu/db/oed.html

http://www.ohiolink.edu/db/ahd.html

http://www.ohiolink.edu/db/columbia.html

http://www.ohiolink.edu/db/thes.html

http://www.eb.com:180/

Misc reading material

http://dali.orgland.ru/tcd/

http://www.ud.se/english/press/pdf_publ.htm

Dantes Inferno

http://sophia.smith.edu/~lkleinbe/dante/home.html

http://www.divinecomedy.org/

Books and texts

http://digital.library.upenn.edu/books/

http://www.cs.cmu.edu/books.html

http://www.ipl.org/reading/books/

http://www.nakedword.org/

http://sunsite.berkeley.edu/alex/

Literature stuff

http://lion.chadwyck.co.uk:8080/

http://www.swan.ac.uk/uwp/lit.htm

Octavo books

http://www.octavo.com/

Project Gutenberg books and texts

http://www.gutenberg.org/

http://www.promo.net/pg/

Project Runeberg - Scandinavian in books and texts

http://www.lysator.liu.se/runeberg/katalog.html

The Elements of Style

http://www.bartleby.com/141/index.html

Bigtext - illustrated books and manuals for DOS

http://www.ozemail.com.au/~kevsol/oldfav.html#bigtext

Breeze - a complete text system for Windows

http://www.ozemail.com.au/~kevsol/sware.html#brzwin

Language links

http://www.june29.com/HLP/

Grimms' fairy tales

http://www.nationalgeographic.com/grimm/archive.html

Winnie the Pooh

http://www.machaon.ru/pooh/

Seven Wonders of the World

http://ce.eng.usf.edu/pharos/wonders/

Medieval history

http://www.fordham.edu/halsall/sbook2.html

Misc history

http://www.usaor.net/users/ipm/contents.html

http://www.homeusers.prestel.co.uk/littleton/re0_cath.htm

Stonehenges Legends

http://www.missgien.net/stonehenge/legends.html

In Parentheses historical papers

http://www.inpar.dhs.org/

Bulfinchs Mythology

http://www.bulfinch.org/

The Dead Sea Scrolls

http://lcweb.loc.gov/exhibits/scrolls/toc.html

Qumran historical site

http://www.kalia.org.il/Qumran/

Index of cults

http://www.totentanz.de/kmedeke/cults.htm

Heretical speculation

http://www.calweb.com/~queribus/gnosticgnus.html

The esoteric Ordo Supremus Militaris Templi Hierosolymitani

http://www.osmth.org/index.html

Runes and Norse stuff

http://www.multiart.nu/grimner/

http://www.eastcoastfx.com/~jorn/runes/

Extinction level events

http://members.xoom.com/korwisi/ele/english/index.html

http://impact.arc.nasa.gov/

http://www.boulder.swri.edu/clark/ncar.html

Stephen Hawkings Universe

http://www.pbs.org/wnet/hawking/html/home.html

The constellations

http://www.dibonsmith.com/constel.htm

Falling into a black hole

http://casasrv.colorado.edu/~ajsh/schw.shtml

Gravity is a push

http://www.epicom.com/gravitypush/

Online audiobooks

http://www.broadcast.com/books/scifi/

Elec Books

http://www.elecbook.com/eblist.htm

New Media Classics

http://www.newmediaclassics.com/

Online Books Archive

http://docs.online.bg/

Internet Public Library

http://www.ipl.org/

Rocket-Library.com

http://www.rocket-library.com/categories.asp

PalmPilot E-Text Ring

http://www.webring.org/cgi-bin/webring?ring=pilot_text&id=2&List

Virtual Free Books

http://www.virtualfreesites.com/free.books.am.html

All About Ebooks

http://aalbc.com/ebooks/Allaboutebooks.htm

Who is She?

Dark, emotive and full of tears,
Your face is a piece of art none could have ever painted.
Lyrics and poetry converge when I talk about your soul,
Tormented and forgiving what a perfect rule…
Truth is something far away from your words,
Perfectly known if someone gazes in your eyes…

Quiet, simple, and somewhat intriguing,
Why you forgive when you have been deceived…
Artist, martyr and sinner,
Such a beautiful combination of poetry to any reader.
Muse, siren or queen,
It’s so easy to fall under your feet…

Be aware and believe in her,
Or she will leave your mind confused and lost in space.
Though maybe you could win her grace and feel protected…

Magic turns around her,
Making her an endless maze,
Sorceress for the naïve, heroine for the ones lost in dreams…

Nothing more than a person to be loved,
She tempts Fate making men lose their heads…

Still Waiting

The leaves turned to gold,
The sunlight turned to rain.
The lake turned to ice.
And all the ducks flew south.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Throngs of people turned to empty fields.
Shocking headlines turned to yesterday’s news.
Best new artists turned shriveled and gray.
And my used batteries died.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Hot new fads turned to moth-eaten tatters.
A fourth reign floundered in its ashes.
Peace turned to war and war to peace.
And weapons became shields.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Your desire turned to my memory.
The locks haven’t been changed.
My key became old and rusty.
And the wood decayed away.
Season turned to season
All the same, I will keep waiting.

Your picture is now faded.
Everything is in black and white.
Our hiding place in the tree is bare.
The lake is now a pond,
And no ducks come to fill it.
Season gives way to season.
All the same, I’m still waiting.

I didn’t chase you then;
I won’t you chase you now.
You’re on your own.
I’m here at home.
Season gives way to season.
All the same, I’m still waiting.

You can’t take forever.
You’ll come home in time.
I won’t chase you.
I’m still just waiting.

Together

I see your smile,
I see your face,
And all at once,
My anger suddenly fades.

You instantly calm me down,
And I want to know,
How you do it…
Make your warmthness all around.

I’m instantly relaxed.
Nothing could matter more to me,
Than just being wherever you were.
Where I know I’m always heard.

Leaning close to you,
I hear your heart beat.
It’s steady and even…
And mine seems to be, too.

Two hearts beat together.
Two lives are now intertwined.
Two hands are conjoined,
With one feeling of love.

I Love The Way You Love Me

I love the way I can talk to you
And say what’s on my mind
I never have to look away
Or keep a thing inside

Tears fill my eyes when you’re not around
Or when you just don’t care
But I know in my heart you will do what’s right
For me, you will always dare

Material things will never matter
As long as I have you
You make every day that passes
So much easier to get through

My worries disappear when you’re around
No thoughts of pain or doubt
I feel your love when you hold me close
And kiss me if I pout

I don’t care what they are talking about
All I care for is you
I’ll jump off a building to show you my love
If that’s what I have to do

I love you for everything that you are
Not what you promise to be
I know you can’t see why or how
You’re the most important thing to me.

What is Love?

Love is the meaning of Life.
Love is what we live for.
Love inspires us.
Love drives us.
Love is what made us who we are.
It’s the Love of Family.
It’s the Love of Friends.
It’s the Love of Humanity.

It’s the Love of the special someone.
That Love triumphs above everything.

It’s when you’re together with the one you Love,
and everything else fades away,
even you,
and all that’s left of you is your Love,
and the one you Love.

It’s when you know you can do no wrong,
Because when you’ve made a mistake,
you know that she’ll be there to support you,
hug you,
and make you feel better when you’re down.

It’s when you’re angry at her,
but you still want to talk to her.
be with her,
and forgive her.

It’s when you want to be with her when she’s made a mistake,
when you want to be there for her, support her,
hug her.

It’s when every single moment you spend with her
is a memory that will last a lifetime.

It’s when all you think about,
every day, every hour, every minute, every second,
is how much you Love her.

It’s when you go to bed at night,
anticipating that you’ll be able to see her the next morning,
and just the sight of her makes your day,

It’s when you wake up in the morning,
and even though you don’t remember the dreams,
you know you dreamt of her.

It’s when you have to go away for a while,
and your heart feels like it’s fighting to get out of your chest,
to go back,
back to the one you Love.

It’s when you feel like running outside,
and screaming at the top of your voice that you Love her.

It’s when you wake up in the middle of the night,
and have that gut instinct that something bad happened.

It’s when you’re happy that the one you Love is happy.

It’s when you’ve fallen, into the deepest depths of despair,
and Love is the lifeline which pulls you back.

It’s when you care more about her, than yourself.

It’s when your heart skips a beat when you know she’s in danger.

It’s when you would sacrifice anything, to be with her.

It’s the strength of Love which can turn any nihilist, existentialist, or absurdist,
to see why life is worth living.

It’s what can turn a psychopath into a normal human being.

What is Love?
Love is what we live for.
And I live for you.

Love is, when you’ve realised, that you’re not the one for her, and you’ve accepted that fact, and you feel happy, when she’s found happiness without you, and smile, that she’ll be able to lead a happy life, because you know she deserves the best she can get out of this world, and you’ll sacrifice anything to make sure she gets that.

“Love is when you can sit down when you are having a bad day, think about your loved one, and suddenly, your day just got better.

Love is something that cannot be explained in words, there is no word out there that could explain how much care is in their hearts.”

“I think love is when you’d rather spend time with your love than eat chocolate.

I say that, because before I found the wonder that is love, I loved chocolate.
Now? Its just a friend.”

“You would defend the one you love through thick and thin, no matter what. You would gladly take a bullet for the one you love, no question. You would die for the person you love.”

“Love is when silence is not an awkward moment but rather a blissful sound.”

“You know you’re in love when you can’t sleep at night because reality is finally better than your dreams…”

“Love is like riding a bike, sometimes you fall and get back up, sometimesyou lie there feeling sorry for yourself, sometimes you lie there laughing, sometimes you bring others down with you and sometimes you are just too hurt to even think of starting again.”
“We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.”

“Love is going through life being absolutely crazy and not being embarrassed because you’re crazy together.”

“Love is when life goes bellyup and you don’t care as long as that special someone is going to be there by your side to help you.”

What I’d give?

One breath, or just a voice,
What I’d give, if I had the choice,
One touch, one kiss,
A thousend words, enternal bliss,
One moment, just me and you,
What was meant, just us two,

Holding on, to a moment in time,
Cant let go, to what should be mine,

All the time wasted for lies,
Endless days, Endless whys,
No tomorrows, same old days,
Same old views, same old ways,

What I’d give just for one more day,
To hold you close, to have my say,
What I’d give, and what id do,
To tell you how much, how much I love you,

Lovebirds

Everywhere I look reminds me of you,
Everything I watch makes me remember,
Every time I sleep I dream of us two,
The times we used to have,
And the thing we used to do,
Every part of my life,
Was carved out for you,

I try to think positive,
And know you think of me,
I know this will one day be over,
And we can be as happy as can be,
That day could come you know…,
And then you will see,
That were better together,
Were better as a we,

I’ll love you forever,
Please remember my words,
Remember the good times,
And we could keep going onwards,
And we can once again,
Fly away like lovebirds.

My love

I will never stop loving you,
My love for you will never fade away,
Your part of me, in every way,
I will always be with you in your heart,
And though that we will never be apart,

Your mine and always will be,
No matter what they say,
You will always be my baby,
You will always be on my mind,
From morning to night,
My love for you will always be bind,

You are my heart and soul,
I’ll never forget you,
It is just the time that they stole,
We can and will be happy one day,
I know we will, and ill find a way,

I love you, always will,
Don’t forget that,
Because alot will,

I NEED YOU

I need you more than you can know

More than love can show, I need you

I need you when the sun comes up

Before my morning cup, I need you

There’s a bit of you in every breath I take

In every lesson learned from my dumb mistakes

And in the amber flow of each setting sun

Its your face I see and I come undone

I NEED YOU

I need you to keep me straight

On a path of faith, I need you

I need you when my life turns sour

And in my darkest hours, I need you

There’s a bit of you in every breath I take

In every lesson learned from my dumb mistakes

And in the amber flow of each setting sun

Its your face I see and I come undone

I NEED YOU

I need you and the life we share

Helping me to dare, I need you

I need you for each precious day

You light my way, I need you

I NEED YOU

I NEED YOU

Flowers - Ever Refreshing

The beautiful gift that god has given us is nature,n that nature in deed presents us wit beautiful and colorful flowers...... These flowers are found in different beautiful colors ,sizes and with beautiful fragrances.these flowers are so soft n tender to touch n to feel,so these flowers are loved by all .specially girls love flowers for its fragrance n its beauty.among all the flowers rose is loved by most of them for its enriched beauty.some roses are used for worship n for garlands.some roses are edible also .some of the flowers like sunflowers are used for oil.the sunflowers seeds are used for making cooking oil.the oil extracted from sunflower seeds are low in fat and have a good control over the cholesterol. Most of the flowers are used for its beauty in gardens an in other places like parks,houses,offices,schools, exhibitions and few other places.some other flowers like shoe flowers are used as medicines also.mostly all kinds of flowers are used for worship .of all these the best thing about flowers is that they give freshness and happiness n joy when we see them bloomed early morning.though not all the flowers give fruits,they are only grown for its beauty and its amell.these are somethings very cute n sweet about flowers .

Love is, above all, the gift of oneself

Love is something different.. some different feeling altogether... It cannot be written in a book, cannot be explained in a lecture, cannot be defined in any terms, cannot be shown, heard, or seen. It can only be felt and enjoyed. There is no word in the dictionary to define love. Its an heavenly feel. Only when experienced the worth of it can be felt, unless otherwise we can just give some misnomer to define it. Its a divine feeling and everyone has to feel it before they leave this world. Is it a affection, a Care, a sense of humour, a responsibility, a character, a relationship, or is it anyother thing ????? NO its not all. Its something different.

One cannot delineate it in a word or words... that is love... Many ppl roam without even feeling what it is.. n tell they r in love or they love something,.. and those ppl define it in a wrong sense. though the world has grown n developed into a digital world, scientist n researchers still find it difficult to define juz a 4 letter word LOVE. that s love. it has everything in it. may be it s care or affection or enemity or anything else.. its in bonded with all.. a concentrate or a combination of all.

Once u experience it, u ll never turn back.. Its a heaven kinda feeling... al the living organism has love, do love, show love... its a nature's divine gift to all.. whether its an animal or a six sensed animal.. love is common to all who s born here.., anyone can fall in this trap, at anytime, any where, any moment. this s not a trap. this s a golden oppurtunity to live the life to the fullest.. the peek of happiness, height of joy, depth of sadness u can experience the life to the fullest once u r into love... when u feel all this simultaneously u can say tat u reached the heaven... bliss of love...

"Love and death are two uninvited guests, When they will come nobody knows but both do the same job, one takes the heart and other takes its beat."
Do love n experience the heaven before death takes its beat.

GARDEN - luv to hv one

A beautiful garden is gods wisdom. a garden is a place which attracts soo many people.Many people have different sizes of gardens.Depending upon the availability of land people put up gardens.mostly these gardens are covered with a bed of grass or grass bed These gardens are laid wit soo many variety of trees, plants and shrubs.Some o the commonly found trees in most of the houses include coconut treee,mango tree,banana tree and some common flowering plants include different variety of roses, jasmine and shoe flower.Some of them use crotons,some use flowering plants ,n some use artificial plants n flower pots.These crotons are found in different variety and size.Though these crotons are non flowering plants,but they are plants with different shapes and sizes and colors.These are plants whose leaves are also multicoloured looks beautiful on sight than flowering plants .Either a garden at home or even only some few flowering plants at home sight gives us happiness and joy while growing them.they also provide clean fresh air to breathe.They also provide cool air which keeps us cool during summer.This psycologycaly also states that growing plants at home reduces pressure and increaces peace and happiness.People ailing 4m prolonged heart disease can start growing flowering plants which reduces their tension and brings them happiness and long lasting life.

Love is, above all, the gift of oneself !

Love is something different, some different feeling altogether. It cannot be written in a book nor be explained in a lecture nor be defined in any terms nor be shown, heard, or seen. It can only be felt and enjoyed. There is no word in the dictionary to define love. Its an heavenly feel. Only when experienced, one can feel the worth of it, unless otherwise we can just give a misnomer to define it. It is uncomparable to almost anything in this world. Its a divine feeling and everyone has to feel it, before they leave this world. What do you think LOVE is all about??? Is it an affection, a care, a sense of humour, a responsibility, a character, a relationship, or is it anyother thing ????? NO its not all. Its something different.

One cannot delineate it in a word or words... that is love... Many people roam around in this world without even feeling what it is and they justify that they are in love. These people always tend to define it in a wrong sense. Though the world has grown and developed into a digital world, scientist and researchers still find it difficult to define just a 4 letter word LOVE and its feel. I just feel proud of it. That s love. It has everything in it - may be it is care or an affection or an enemity or anything else.. it is bonded with all these quality and a concentrate or a combination of all.

Once when experienced its feel, no one will never turn back. Its a heaven kinda feeling... All the living organism has love, do love, show , exhibit and express thier love in one form or other. It is a nature's divine gift to all, whether its an animal or a six sensed animal. Love is common to all who is born here. Anyone can fall in this trap, at anytime, any where, any moment. To imply it is not a trap. It is a golden oppurtunity to live the life to the fullest. The peek of happiness, height of joy, depth of sadness!!! one can experience the life to the fullest once you are into love. When u feel all this at the same time you can say that you reached the heaven - The bliss of love!!!

"Love and death are two uninvited guests, When they will come nobody knows but both do the same job, one takes the heart and other takes its beat."
Do love and experience the heaven before death takes its beat.

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My love for PayPerPost

Payperpost! to start with it is simply amazing. It gives lot of opportunity to youngsters like us to put in their brain and gives them a chance to show their creativity and their basic domain knowledge.

In this generation, ppl became so lazy that, they never do any work unless there is a need or an urge to do it. Payperpost have attracted many bloggers around the world to sculpt their experiences, interests and their views in different topics through these blogs. In addition to this, they get paid through these blogs. It acts like an energy boosters to all the teenagers as they feel gud and only when their pockets are filled with pennies. People never like to depend on their parents for money and Payperpost gives them a good opputunity to earn on their own by expressing their talents through these blogs.

The idea behind payperpost is awesome and its very well structured. I came to know about this site through my friend when i was in need of money. My friend found out my writing talents and creativity through my several blogs and this blog is one among them. All of them do their work for some purpose and even myself falling into this category. I wanna stand on my own legs without being anymore dependent on my parents. So the opportunity given by payperpost will be my earning till i find myself in a full time job that fits my profile. I am basically seeking for a challenging position in my life to sculpt my career path as an Engineering professional and to gain a broader perspective personally and professionally. The race is on and i am working for it.

And this payperpost has given me lot of exposure to the outside world and has introduced many new friends circle. I learn a lot from them and also it has given me a prospect of getting along with different culture.

There are times when one can be in the heart of the madness and yet feel so far away from the stress and tension of our city life. Even i am not spared. So I get into this blogging whenever i feel depressed and demoralized, I sit up with my lappy to express my thoughts.I feel very much comfortable, releaved and also boosted up after blogging. It helps me to get out of this hurdle. As a whole it has become a part and parcel of my life. Blogging has become my lover. I share my happiness, gloominess, and what ever i feel. Its an Awesome experience and thanks to payperpost as they pay me for expressing my thoughts.

The lifeless life ....

Life is very pathetic after the college days.. there is nothing to cheer about.. everything has become dull... the relationship within friends, the joy and enjoyment that we all had together.. the feeling of oneness.. the sparkling fights that we had rt from 1st year.. almost everything has vanished... the dear n close one are parting slowly n goin far as the days go very fast.. No one to share, no one to love, no one to care, no one to fight with, no one to console... everyone has changed... leading to a dead life altogether... the fire n spirit is vanishing within us... the days of rockin and non stop action had gone a long way.. becomin dull horses as the days go... Life has started to play its part on us... its time for us to toil n come out of this ugly world... its been a fantastic life all the way rt from our birth but the see saw is on the other side now... it has taken its trail on us... my dear god.. show us some way to come out of this sorrow filled living... we need our blissful life again...

Sometimes in life, someone seems like your own ~~~...~~~ Kabhi Kabhi Aditi Zindagi ...

Another beauty of a song.. This song made me to listen to hindi songs... Reality at its best... Glad to feel it as it happens in everyone's life... I can't stop humming this song in my mind ever since I heard it.... juz listen to it and admire its beatification.
Sometimes in life, someone seems like your own, just like that without any reason....
Sometimes when they are separated, it seems like just a dream....
In such a condition, how can anyone stop their tears from flowing ?? ?? ??
And how can one think everything is gonna be okie... ???

Sometimes it seems there is no happiness around nor fun left in our life ...
Sometimes everyday seems very difficult and every moment seems penalizing ...
In such a condition, how can one smile or be happy and laugh ??
And how can one think everything is gonna be okie... ???

Think about it my dear, how much I love you .... ...
If i see tears in your eyes, I cry too... ... ...
I sing, even though i donno how to sing... ...
hey, its true that sometimes the entire world seems to gloomy, filled with darkness..
But its only after a night, a day comes...

Sometimes in life, someone seems like your own, just like that without any reason...
Sometimes when they are separated, it seems like just a dream....
Hey dear, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh a little
Or at least just give a little, little, little, little smile.

If you are happy, it seems the world is filled with happiness...
The sun emerges from the clouds and spreads life all over...
Hey listen, what the exhilarating wind is telling you....
My dear it tells, those who are separated,will meet again one day
dear, whether you know it or not, flowers do bloom again

My dear, Sometimes in life, someone seems like your own, just like that without any reason...
Sometimes when they are separated, it seems like just a dream....
Hey dear, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh, laugh a little
Or at least just give a little, little, little, little smile.

....~~~ Hindi Song lyrics~~~ .. .. ...

Kabhi kabhi Aditi zindagi mein yuhi koi apna lagta hai.
Kabhi kabhi Aditi wo bichhar jaaye to ek sapna lagta hai.
Aise mei koi kaise apne aansu o ko behne se roke?
Aur kaise koi sochle everything's gonna be ok?

Kabhi kabhi to lage zindagi mein rahi naa khushi aur naa mazaa.
Kabhi kabhi to lage har din mushkil aur har pal ek sazaa.
Aise mein koi kaise mushkuraye, kaise hasde khush hoke?
Aur kaise koi soch de everything gonna be ok?

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MUSIC ~~~~~~~~~ MUSIC
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Soch jara jaaneja tujhko hum kitna chahte hai.
Rotein hai hum bhi aggar teri ankhon mein aansu aate hai.
Gaane to aata nahi hai magar phir bhi hum gaate hai.
Ke Aditi maana kabhi-kabhi saare jahan mein andhera hota hai;
Lekin raat ke baad hi to sabera hota hai.

Kabhi kabhi Aditi zindagi mei yuhi koi apna lagta hai.
Kabhi kabhi Aditi wo bichhar jaaye to ek sapna lagta hai.
Hey Aditi Hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde, hasde tu zara.
Nahi to bus thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda, thoda mushkura.

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MUSIC ~~~~~~~~~ MUSIC
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Tu khush hai to lage ke jahan mein chhaayi hai khushi.
Suraj nikle baadlon se aur baatein zindagi.
Suun to jara madhosh hawa tujhse kehne lagi.
Ke Aditi wo jo bichhad-te hai ek na ek din phir mil jaate hai;
Aditi jaane tu ya jaane na phool phir khil jaate hai.

Kabhi kabhi Aditi zindagi mei yuhi koi apna lagta hai.
Kabhi kabhi Aditi wo bichhar jaaye to ek sapna lagta hai.
Hey Aditi Hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde, hasde tu zara.
Nahi to bus thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda, thoda mushkura.

Hey Aditi Hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde, hasde tu zara.
Nahi to bus thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda, thoda mushkura.

Hey Aditi Hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde, hasde tu zara.
Nahi to bus thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda, thoda mushkura.

Hey Aditi Hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde, hasde tu zara.
Nahi to bus thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda, thoda mushkura.

Hey Aditi Hasde hasde hasde hasde hasde, hasde tu zara.
Nahi to bus thoda thoda thoda thoda thoda, thoda mushkura.....

Movie : Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na
Singers : Rashid Ali
Song : Kabhi Kabhi Aditi Zindagi Mein
Lyrcis : Abbas Tyrewala
Actors : Imran Khan and Genelia Dsouza
Music Director : AR Rehmaan

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First Day of my Life

“This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They’re spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home”

FUNTIME

I love your eyes
Don’t hide them away
They are so beautiful
Just leave them okay?

Keep them from drying
Keep them from dieing
Keep them from striving
But most of all keep them from crying.

They enlighten your life
They show dark and light
Keep them out of harm
Let them sleep tonight.

Why does such a nice girl
Have to go though such pain
That day you’re mother hit you
You will not die in vein.

Stand strong on the inside
Don’t bother to cry
All the shit that comes
It’s just life passing you by.

Just try to forget
All of that stress
Life is too short
To live all depressed

So open your bright eyes
Just see what you can do
Forget all the pain
Life will get better I simply promise you.